3rd blog of my journey

So i completely forgot to write my blog for yesterday because I was too busy recovering from the good times with friends and running household errands. Plus not much really happened for me to fill everyone in with. Had a  day at work today and i felt pretty good about myself for helping clean out a storage room......wondering how long itll take to become a complete mess again..anyway..found out i may have an opportunity to go to the super bowl with a teen at work and gotta say..i'm pretty excited..not that i am a huge football fan..little did i know about the sport until i actually attended an eagles game but just seems like a great opportunity to be a part of..these are the perks i speak about. Well after work i went and had dinner with my amigas and worked on a homework project that ive gotta say..will be amusing to present tomorrow morning. We are completely over achievers and think are the only ones taking this class serious because little does anyone care about growing and developing but..not my issue. I really wouldnt be bitching about a class you need to attend that you get paid for attending...man if it where like this in college i would have been rich. But as of lately, my moods been down..not feeling too good..and just seems like theres a gap somewhere that i havent yet found..but needs to be filled soon. Although this is my 3rd blog and cant really prove that its been helping, i just feel like a weight is being lifted off my shoulders everytime i get on here and type my thoughts away. Im not really big on poems and all but..because of my project today..i found a poem i really enjoyed reading and put things into perspective for me...."Anyway" by Mother Teresa...its about doing things anyway no matter what obstacle gets in your way..you should be doing things in order to fulfill your goal and for God. I am not really that religious, i do believe in God and all and I do like to believe that hes gotten me where I am right now and i am highly grateful but sometimes i get lost in all the words and begin to loose whats the point so i have decided to not go to Church and not really be preached about the Bible. I just have felt that no matter what people say or what the Bible says, everyone's different, everyone has their ways and God will always be there for you unconditionally but you should always do things and fight off what anyone says to you.  Anyway dont know how i turned to a religious spiel but somehow i did. So lets change this up...its snowing right now..and ive gotta say i really wish we dont have to go into work tomorrow but i highly doubt that but one can hope.  Sidenote..just ate a brownie and ive gotta say..it made me smile...sometimes the little things can put a smile on my face...those things seem to matter the most now a days, anyway to make me smile is greatly appreciated :) So with that smile on my face...it is time to head to bed and carry out my life responsibilities of working tomorrow and make the best out of every min i have, trying to live each moment without regrets but with enthusiasm to live and move forward. ..GOODNIGHT!